Grown up conversations.

I've never ever had that feeling "oh i feel so old"

probably in my whole life.

I have 2 older sisters,

I've never had many friends "my own age"

i married up (almost 5 years)

and at a young age.
(all these things account for me ALWAYS ALWAYS being the youngest around)
(i barely made it in the '80's guys)

So lately when i catch myself talking about Insurance rates, taxes, mutual funds and IRA's,

i realize.... I'm not so "little" anymore.

While discussing our "future" the year 2054 came up and then it hit me...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel more grown up than i ever have before.

today.

its kinda like on your birthday when your dad or someone asks... 'well do you feel older??'

and usually im like nooooo.

today i do.

Also by even having this conversation (with myself .. bc thats what i feel like my blog is, conversations with myself haha) i think it made me not so grown up.

hah

oh well.

new glasses by: Warby Parker - Mallory