thoughts at 11:24pm

Sometimes we need moments in our lives where we take a step back.
We stand from a far and realize in the business of "our life" we lost ourselves.
Who are we? Where are we? What are we working towards?
Maybe its the section of myself that's a total introvert, that i have to re-evaluate myself every 4 months to realize what the hell im doing with myself.  Or maybe its my spirit.. dying to prove itself to my mundane mediocre body.
remember..
remember all those dreams.... what you expected 10 years ago?
maybe not....
maybe half a bottle of wine and a good movie will remind you.
maybe not.
that song... that song you really liked that brought up so much emotion... that'll do it!!... maybe.
maybe not.
some days it all seems relevant.
other days.... i wonder.
what are we doing with our lives?
Are we paying attention?
Are we taking note?
Is it worth 7am wake up calls and paycheck to paycheck?
Like I've said many times before....
This is the first day of my life...

so here it goes.